what'd i do?

so the last entry was thoroughly depressing and i decided to follow it up with a more up beat one.
i'm going home tomorrow and i couldn't be happier. i miss my mom and coby and alex and ALL OF MY FRIENDS
im happy that friendships have been rekindled just in time for me to come home and im so excited to see everyone! i want to play around in the studio on sunday but there will probably be a billion people there for solos and duets... so maybe i'll go later while there are still some people there or super early... but probably not... hmm
everything is basically sorted out and im not freaking out about school anymore so it's all good.
i love my life and the people in it. i just wish rachael would stop ruining it

so march 5th was great, i turned 18 and didn't feel any different... cept that i was legally driving past 9 o'clock! woooo

mom took me to tom's for some breakfast
then mike came over and gave me my gift
and katie dropped off a very nice scrap book flowers and balloons
and then me mom and mike watched rent! hehe

i liked it

then me and mom cleaned the studio
and when i came home jessica gave me a cake!
A CHRISTMAS CAKE!
it was great and i loved it
and i also got phone calls from everyone i loved
oh wait... dad didnt call
big loss


so i think im pretty excited for competition this year.. milk and cereal is great and i hope it does well... and i need to start choreographing be my husband... ooppppps

but anyways, im really happy... most of the time... but i smile for no reason and i love it!
time to dance

<3 bailey

ps- you motor boatin son of a bitch

***A R E Y O U***
1. simple or complicated?: simple
2. Gay or Straight? Straight
3. Hardcore? no
4. Honest?: most of the time hehe

***D O Y O U P R E F E R***
1. flowers or angels?: hahahahahaha... "you wouldnt send someone a bouquet of angels... ps, we had a conversation about this in 7th period lunch today.. and i loved it
2. deep or shallow?: Deep, emotions are the best
3. Color or Black and white photos? black in white are great, they mean so much more
4. lust or love?: love
5. sunrise or sunset?: sunset because that means fun things are to come!
6. M&Ms or Skittles?: crispy m&m's
7. rap or rock?: rock
8. staying up late or waking up early?: who the fuck would want to wake up early, staying up late is clearly the appropriate choice here
9. eating apples or oranges?: apples... delicious "I dropped my apple!" "YOUR FAT!" HAHa what!

***A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y***
1. do you like anyone?: a whole lot
2. do they know it?: they better

***D O Y O U P R E F E R***
1. being hot or cold?: cold, cause u can fix it
2. sun or moon? i got the sun in the mornin and the moon at night
3. winter or fall?: fall, everythings new
4. left or right?: lefty!
5. having 10 aquaintances who will have sex with you or two best friends?: 2 bestessess
6. sun or rain?: rain and then sun or even the other way around when u get caught in the rain and you just let urself get soaked
7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla
8. boys or girls: cant live without either

***A B O U T Y O U***
What time is it?: thats not ***a b o u t m e*** but its 4:31 since u wanted to know
Name?: bailey kirwan
Nickname(s): bails, bk, burger king, puppy ;), 425, booboo, boobs, bill, ba ba booey... nah, i just want that to catch on haha

***W H A T D O Y O U W A N T***
1.Where do you want to live? where the love is
2.How many kids do you want?: 2ish
3.What kind of job do you want?: something to do with dancing..... duh
4.Do you want to get married? of course

***U N I Q U E***
1. Nervous Habits? cracking toes
3. Can you roll your tongue?: maybe...?
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? oh yes
5. Can you cross your eyes?: ahhhh yeah
6. Do you make your bed daily?: phhhh
7. Which shoe goes on first?: left
8. How much money do you carry in your wallet? whatever i have
9. What jewelry do you wear? usually a necklace and some earings, occassionally the bling ring or the class ring

***F O O D***
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: blah
2. Have you ever eaten Spam?: hehehe no, but i love wendy
3. Favorite ice cream flavor?: strawberry with kitkats
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?: not many... Milk and Cereal, CEREAL AND MILK!
5. What's your favorite beverage? logan berry and chocolate milk... not together of course
6. What's your favorite restaurant?: fridays!

***G R O O M i N G***
1. How often do you brush your teeth?: every mornin... too out of it at night to make it a nightly thing
2. How do you wear your hair for the most part?: down and then in a pony at night (lately in a cow flop)
3. Have you ever dyed/highlighted your hair? high high highlighted

***M A N N E R S***
1. Do you swear?: i have a trucker mouth... fuck it, im a carny!
2. Do you ever spit? no
3. You cook your own food: HAHAHAHAHA, well my nick name is burger king so i suppose so
4. You do your own chores?: what's this you say about chores? did you call me a whore?
6. You like beef jerky? i am not a jerk
7. You like pepsi or coke?: no soda please
8. You plan on going to college?:... creepy, thats next year isnt it
9. You're happy with your hair?: yesm... kinda wish it was long again tho
10. You own a dog?: coby and higgins! my homedogs!
11. You spend your money wisely? most of the time... i hardly ever splurge
12. You're always making new friends?: meh, when im put in the situation to
13. You like to swim?: yeah, i love warmth and rj dragging my into the ocean at every possible moment.... miss that
14. You get bored so you call a friend?: nah, i like alone time sometimes
15. You're patient?: mostly
16.You like this survey? yeah, its keeping my mind off of things

***L E T ' S B E H O N E S T . .***
In the last month have you...
1. Had sex: nope
2. Bought somethng: Yes
3. Gotten sick: nope, ive been lucky so far
4. Sang: every day
5. Been kissed: oh yes :)
6. Gone on a date? hmm yeah i suppose
7. Felt stupid? currently
8. Missed someone: currently
9. Got drunk: no
10. Gotten high: shnope
11. Danced crazy: welcome to my life
12. Gotten your hair cut: shnope
13. Watched cartoons: no cable
14. Lied: i think i did that today

***Last Person that...***
1. Slept in your bed: cat... currently haha
2. Saw you cry: i can't remember the last time i cried... probably in front of ma or ash tho
3. Made you cry: ummmm dunno
4. Went to the movies: lets see, me, kaits, zack attack, kara, chris, cheryl, kayli, grandma, aunt pattsie, kips, and i think thats it... hmm good night!
5. You went to the mall with: daddy, we went to visit ma
8. You talked on the phone with: michael
9. Said 'I love you' to you: mama drea I LOVE YOU MORE I WIN! hehe, silly kirwan games
10. Broke your heart: mr overholt... he fixed it cause taht was a long time ago that he broke it
11. Made you laugh: mike
12. Bought you something: cheryl bought me breakfast... but im paying her back haha

***Have You Ever...***
1. Wished you were the opposite sex: no, i just wish they were a litle smarter
2. Snuck out of your house?: nah, ma doesnt give a shit
3. Gave money to a homeless person: I GAVE ONE A MUFFIN!!! i loved syracuse

5. What are you wearing right now?
KE hoodie and jeans

6. What is your current problem?
that im all by myself

7. What are you doing right now?
this survey

8. What do you love the most?
dancing and tuesday nights


9. What makes you most happy?
dancing and closed... its great

10. Are you musically inclined?
i can keep a beat with my feet

11. What would you do if you woke up one morning and found out you were on cocaine?
i'd call KP to see what i should do about it... lol

12. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
that i would have stretched better in childhood lol... i hate my stretch

13. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what will you be?
well apparently im a shark in like every dance so i guess i'd be a shark

14. Ever have a near death experience?
everytime i go on the road its 3 weeks of near death experiences

15. Name ONE obvious quality you have:
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge cheast

16. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
good luck

17. Are you happy today?
for the most part... mostly tired tho

18. Who will cut and paste this first?
im the paster... haha

19. What is your favorite food?
chicken fingers... chocolate... hmmmmm BRB@ haha

20. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
i planted an xmas tree in someones lawn once... that was fun!

21. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
everyday... boys are bastards

22. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
if the studio is considered a large audience then yes

23. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
shoulders... well, no, i just like em

24. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
nothing, cheryl likes starbucks

25. What is your biggest mistake this year?
not doing college stuff sooner

26. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
well i punched myself in the face a little while ago but it for sure wasnt on purpose

27. Say something totally random about you?
i just got the PPchills

28. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
helen hunt.. uhh dike

29. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
my moms the manager of the disney store......

30. Did you have braces?
yeah... i fuckin hate them considering im a senior in highschool

31. Are you comfortable with your height?
i like being short... maybe a little taller would be better but i like being little

32. What is your name?
bailey joe

33. When do you know it's love?
when you can't look away, or walk away

34. Do you speak any other languages?
francais

36. What is your favorite smell?
fierce Abercrombie

37. Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
last night

38. What magazines do you read?
seventeen, cosmo... whatever. i dont know how to read actually... i fake it

39. Have you ever ridden in a Hummer limo?
not that i can recall...

40. Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
mike mike and mike... i miss you guys

41. Do you ever watch MTV?
im cableless

42. What's something that really annoys you?
self absorbed people

43. What's something you really like?
companionship

44. Do you like Micheal Jackson?
loved thriller and much of his begining

45. Do you give random hugs and kisses?
im the queen of them

46. What's the longest you've gone without showering?
hahahahaha not thaaaaat long


A - Age of your first kiss: summer of 8th grade
B - Band you are listening to right now: Billy Joel
C- Crush: michael david overholt
D - Dad's name: Timbo!
E - Easiest person to talk to: mama
F - Favorite Finger: middle
G - Gummy worms or Gummy bears: worms
H - How many bestfriends do you have? they're all like family to me
I - It's nice to know: when you can really trust someone
J - Junior High: Benny Franks
K - Kissed how many: dont feel like counting... but im curious.. 7ish... i think i missed a few tho
L - Longest car ride: florida, holy shit
M - Moment you can't forget: omg this one time when... wait, oops i forgot!
N - Newest friends: i dont have many new friends... i just like my old ones
O - One wish: for there to be stricter laws on parol violators bob... and world peace
P - Phobia: i have a few
Q - Quote: "yeah, well, i've got a dream too. but its about singing and dancing and making people happy. Thats the kind of dream that gets better the more people you share it with. And, well, i've found a whole bunch of friends that have that same dream, and it kind of makes us like a family"
"happiness enters the soul throught the door of the toes"
R - Reasons to smile: lots
T - Time you woke up today: 630
U- Unknown fact about me: i want to cut off my baby toes... totally serious too
V - Vegetables you hate: umm d- all of the above
W - Worst luck with: not being a bitch
X - X-rays you've had: my back... it was weird, cause i was sick and i wouldnt stop coughing.. wow, i forgot about that
Y - Years since you've been to church: none, i had to go for kips birthday and for christmas with her
Z - Zodiac Sign: picies... haha zodiac is also the dance company at UB WHAT!

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
yes, sherkston cops.. haha oh dave

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters?
nope, im usually laughing at kippy

3. When's the last time you've been sleigh riding?
uhh, i live in the 21st century... but i went dog sledding in quebec

4.Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
someone else

5. Do you believe in ghosts?
yes, orbs, on deleware road!!! ahh

6. Do you consider yourself creative?
yesm (choreography award bitches)

7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
yes

8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
AJ! haha aka rose

9. Can you honestly say you know anything about politics?
well, i just finished my government class so maybe a little

10. Do you know how to play poker?
no... shame...

11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
oh yes... black monday from coby to walton

12. Have you ever cheated on a test?
yeah... oops, how do you think i made it to senior year

13. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around. Do you do the speed limit?
yeah because im not supposed tobe driving in the middle of the night

14. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
oh yes

15. Are you racist?
i wasnt for a bout 5 minutes after i watched Crash... then something happened and oops... i am again

16. Have you ever ice skated?
sam's birthday... good time

17. How often do you remember your dreams?
not very often, but they're so vivid when i do

18. When was the last time you laughed so hard you were crying?
BUTCH! YOU DATED BUTCH! haha same as kelseys (shes doing this survey right next to me)

19. Do you believe in love at first sight?
nah, it good catch of the eye can lead to it tho

20. Do you know who Ba-Ba-Booey is?
no, sounds like a nick name i might get tho

21. Do you always wear your seatbelt?
yeah, safety first bitches

22. What talent do you wish you had.?
i wish i could shoot spaghetti out of my finger tips... cause lets face it, no one wants to be covered in spaghetti... enjoy your spaghetti your very rude, enjoy your spaghetti... cause ur rude.

23. Do you like sushi?
no

25. What do you wear to bed?
usually what i wore to dancing

26. Have you been caught stealing?
no... im good like that...... jk! (jason kissk.. hehe)

27. Do you truly hate anyone?
umm no i dont think i do... maybe hilary duff

28. Rock and Roll or Rap?
rock and rolll

29. Have you ever played nintendo?
my childhood with matt brady!!

30. Do you have a relative in prison?
not that i know of...

31. Have you ever sang in front of the mirror?
mostly danced

32 Do you know how to play chess?
shnope

33. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back?
who hasent... thats my life

34. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
yeah

35. Have you ever been punched in the face?
yeah, i punched myself in the face like 2 weeks ago during travel

36. When is the last time you threw up from drinking too much?
never

37. Have you ever walked out on a movie at the theater?
shnope... well kinda but that was during freddy vs. jason and it was dumb so i hung out in the bathroom for a while.

38. Do you ever sit through a bad movie, just to see how bad it is?
CAbin Fever

39. Would you consider yourself obsessed with anything/anyone?
uhh, cheryl and i go through obsessions quite often.

40. Have you ever met someone famous that you really wanted to meet?
NSYNC

41. Have you ever been stood up?
yup

42. When's the last time you screamed at the top of your lungs?
on a roller coaster probably superman with kips and sam

43. Did you ever do something that you didn't want to, just to fit in?
nope

44. Do you consider yourself "the biggest fan" of something?
biggest fan of kelsey joy elizabeth sindy loo hoo samantha schwob - !!!!!!!!!!!

45. Have you ever fell alseep with both socks on to wake up with having one or none on?
i wake up every morning with one sock on

46. For gay marriages?
yes

47. Have you ever stood in the shower for 10 minutes just standing there?
absolutly... sometimes sitting

48. Average hours you sleep at night?
ummm 6-7-8 hours

49. Ever got caught doing something you shouldnt be doing?
yes... climbing in a window...oops

50. For distant relationships?
yes, i may be in one someday

well, i attempted mike wears survey but i was only successful for some of it, i'll just have to continue it another day...
i friggin love kelsey schwob
and kevin myers pisses me off
a lot



<3 bailey



ps- postal service is fantastical!!!!!!!!

so if you look at the last journal i did i think i've reversed absolutly everything!

mike doesnt have mono
i scheduled my PPU audition March 17th, its my moms birthday hehe oops
i applied to UB-what! lol
there was inface a mouse in my house! no lie! that was a crazy incident.
but my 2 fav songs are still run and brand new colony... i enjoy them, and it is not techno!!

i can't find a survey, sorry, im thoroughly depressed by not having one.. not like anyone reads them anyways.

so i havent had school all week and its been great. i slept over Ginos on monday night and we went to tom's for some breakfast at 1130. and me and dan danced around for a little while...
good times

but im actually going to tom's for breakfast with mike now, so this entry is cut short yet again.
til a later date
<3 bailey

so i've been all over the place lately...
more or less, i'm really happy... with the acception of a minor explosion last night i've been smiling for no reason and doing a lot of day dreaming

new favorite songs would be Run by Snow Patrol and Brand New Colony by The Postal Service
WOAH!
my mouse (computer mouse... not animal...i dont have mice) just commited suicide!
it took a dive off the desk... poor pup, i'll get it some couceling

anyways...

back to me being in lala land
i think mike has mono... uhhoh
well, i guess im just following the rules of the studio, you can't leave until you get mono... but am i leaving? no idea since i havent scheduled my PPU audition and i haven't applied to UB... uhoh, i think i'll do that now.... yeah.



ok, im out i guess. this journal was supposed to fill you in on everything but i dont really want to get into it... hmmm, i think its about time for a survey soon... i'll do one when i find a real good one!!! i think i've done all of them tho... oh well!
<3 bailey


ps- I'll be your platform shoes undo what heredity's done to you::::: you wont have to strain to look into my eyes ;)

Body: This is the Be My Valentine Application. Everyone knows theres at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Lets see who replys back with the following filled out. Dont be shy or scared to do it. Theres no catch to this Bulletin, so dont worry about having bad luck or stuff like that. Have Fun.



Area 1
Please provide positive answers.

Name:


Age:


Phone[Mobile] if u want:


Height:


Weight if u want:


Do you Drive:


State You Live In:


School:


Grade:


May I Call You:


Single or Taken:


Would You Date Me:


Kiss On First Date:


Area 2
What would you do if I...

I made a move on u:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I asked you on a date:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there?
I asked u to have sex?
I asked u out?


Area 3
What do you think about my...
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Body:


Area 4
Have you ever....
Lied to make me feel better?
Wanted to kiss me?
Wanted to kill me?
Broke my heart?
Kept something important from me?


Area 5
Would you...
"X" marks the spot
[]Kiss me..
[]Hug me..
[]Date me..
[]grab my ass..
[]Kill me..
[]fuck me ...
[]Love me..
[]Hate me..
[]Hold me..
[]Lie to me..
[]Hurt me..
[]Sing with me..
[]Dance with me..
[]Grind with me..
[]Cuddle with me..
[]Let me make a move on you..
[]Make a move on me..
[]Watch a movie with me..
[]Get me a B-day gift..
[]Let me borrow your car..
[]Be there for me..
[]Buy me a drink..
[]Bring me around your friends..
[]Give me a massage..
[]Drink kool-aid with me..
[]Take advantage of me..
[]Hangout with me...
[]Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good..
[]Hold hands with me..
[]Do something incredibly sweet for me..
[]tell me you love me..
[]call me





comment this back to me if you want to be my valentine!!!
heheh im dumb
<3 bailey

ps- hot hot! HOT CHOCOLATE!

aaron tramp hates me and my live journal
but it's ok cause my book has been to the beach and his has been in the garbage.
2 words trampy 'suck it'
and no, im not a whore.

so this morning was quite possibly the worst ever
there was quite a disturbance at the kirwan residence.
basically everyone wanted to killl me a little.
ok a lot
mom told me to "go crash into a fucking tree"
oooooook considering it was her idea for me to take the car in the first place!!
done, im over it

tonights the talent show and all should attend.
im in it twice, ones a jazz solo to Out Tonight and the other is a hip hop routine with some KE/LG girlies to We Run This... and no, we are not running the talent show.
COME SEE US!!! 7:30 AT kENeAST IN THE AUD!!!

i miss mike, a lot, havent hung out with him in so long :(
i can't wait til this weekend when i have nothing to do but hang out with him
then midterms week is going to be great too! yay to time off!!

oh, and me and cheryl are going to the bahamas! and shes so excited
and im excited, that shes excited!
wooo BAHAMA..........RAMA!
gettin pumped... 34 days away!

ok, i must work on my yearbook page now
<3 bailey



ps- i love you (all american rejects)

so im back from florida and it was great!
im so tan and i love it.
i got to see daddy and my godparents and their new chocolate lab puppy lacey (which is eatable)

and i'll have some pictures on my myspace from the trip, i look damn good in a few lol

thats all i really have to say, xmas was great hope everyone got what they wanted... i know i did!

everyone have a happy new year and a joyous finale to a great vacation

<3 bailey




ps- peanut butter jelly with a baseball bat!!!!

so the begining of my christmas break has already been amazing.
mike and i are together and i love it

i really couldnt be happier right now!!

1- its almost christmas (tomorrow)
2- my sisters home
3- im with someone i've waited to be with for so long
4- i get to see my cousins who i havent seen in so long tomorrow
5- i get to go to florida to see my pappy in 3 days

IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!
oh!
and 6- im wearing my christmas pjs from pajama clause right now!!! i love them, they're fantastic
and 7- mike just found my phone.. woooo! greatness

really thats all i wanted to say, that im happy and i hope that everyone else is too

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE AND HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR
gimmie a call over break ;)

<3 bailey

ps- knock knock
whos there?
stewey, and i'll always be there for you!